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Reyes, Leah: Okay, we're… Hi, Leah, are you ready to start? Lea Packard: Yes, go ahead. Reyes, Leah: Okay, so first question, how are you doing today? Lea Packard: I'm well, thank you.

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Reyes, Leah: So, Reyes, Leah: from what I've seen from the Towerlights, I saw that you started in 71, 72, but officially, when did you get to Towson State College? Lea Packard: Well, that would be the fall Lea Packard: of 1970.

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Reyes, Leah: Oh, okay. Got it. Lea Packard: So that was my freshman year. Reyes, Leah: What did you major in? Lea Packard: I majored in psychology, specifically clinical psychology.

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Lea Packard: There was a special program here I got into later. Reyes, Leah: Mm hm. Lea Packard: And so it was an emphasis upon clinical study. Reyes, Leah: Got it. Were you a part of any other organizations on campus?

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Lea Packard: I was not. Nothing that I can remember, no. Reyes, Leah: Okay, no worries. Reyes, Leah: My next question, what was the general campus attitude towards birth control during your time at Towson? Lea Packard: That's hard for me to say.

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Lea Packard: I'm not sure I knew Lea Packard: anything about that until I started working Lea Packard: and doing counseling at the Women's Aid Society, Lea Packard: and

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Lea Packard: the clinic to which we were referring Lea Packard: the women was at Goucher, Reyes, Leah: Mm hm. Lea Packard: and not here on campus.

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Lea Packard: And, well, Lea Packard: to tell you some scuttlebutt that I heard at that time, it was because the director of the medical facility here did not want Planned Parenthood on the campus. That clinic at Goucher was run by Planned Parenthood. Lea Packard: And honestly, I heard it was because he was Catholic and did not want Planned Parenthood Lea Packard: in his medical facility. I have no idea whether that was true or not. It's what I heard from the founders of the Women's Aid Society, who were upperclassmen.

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Reyes, Leah: Mm hm. Lea Packard: And I've wondered all these years whether that was true or not. Lea Packard: I don't know. Reyes, Leah: Hmm, I have seen some writing about that that may confirm it.

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Lea Packard: Mm hm. Reyes, Leah: I'll have some names of the founding members from 70 to 71, and the 71 and 72 members, if you'd like me to recite them. Maybe it would help jog something. Lea Packard: Go ahead, because I really don't remember anybody else's name. Reyes, Leah: Got it. So we have David Cohen, Trisha Vermillion, or Patricia Vermillion, or Trish, I believe she went by, Richard Golden, Hollis Toal, Jo Matkins, who I believe was the founder, as well as Richard King.

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Lea Packard: Oh, well, now that's interesting, because, I know Trish Vermillion Reyes, Leah: Mm hm. Lea Packard: from our time here, and she may have been the one who referred me to becoming a counselor at the Women's Aid Society, and I've seen her in subsequent years. She lived, or she did until 15 years ago, lived in Towson, and our kids went to summer camp together Lea Packard: and have crossed our paths before, but I did not remember until you mentioned her name that quite possibly she's the one who said, hey, would you like to join this organization?

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Lea Packard: And so that may very well have been my path into that. Reyes, Leah: Yes, she's... Lea Packard: Of course there were things on billboards around schools, you know, Reyes, Leah: Yeah.

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Lea Packard: and that could, that possibly was another way of doing it. But since you mentioned Trish's name, I had forgotten that she was in that group. Reyes, Leah: She was very vocal about it on campus. I've seen a lot of her excerpts in the Towerlights. Lea Packard: She would be. Yes, she would be. Reyes, Leah: And then for the 1971 and 1972 members, again, I have some repeats. I have Richard King, Trisha Vermillion, you, Lea Bogusko, David Cohen, Susan Rowe, Lindsay Schlottman, Hollis Toal, Chris Voelker, and David Zembower.

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Lea Packard: No, those other names don't ring a bell. Reyes, Leah: No worries. Reyes, Leah: Just to see if it would jog anything. Lea Packard: Yeah, no, I don't remember any of the other names, just Trish Vermillion.

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Reyes, Leah: No worries. So, my next question was, how did you find out about the Women's Aid Society? But you believe Reyes, Leah: through Trish Vermillion. Lea Packard: Yeah, it may very well have been, through Trish Vermillion. Lea Packard: Other than that, it would've been advertising on, you know, billboards saying that. Because I was a psychology major,

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Lea Packard: I thought it would be pertinent and in fact it did help me when I got into a special program here for clinical study by mentioning the fact that I was doing that and they seemed interested in that. And also the fact that I'd been a candy striper at St. Joseph's Hospital, Lea Packard: which is another helping profession, I guess. Reyes, Leah: Yeah. Interesting. So, what made you join? Lea Packard: I've just... I felt I had something to offer

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Lea Packard: in the way of information. I wanted to see what they were all about in terms of Lea Packard: how they were helping the women on campus. Lea Packard: And Lea Packard: I had actually done a great deal of reading about the topic, and after talking to some girlfriends, I felt I had some more knowledge than some of them did.

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Reyes, Leah: Mm hm. Lea Packard: And that was true when I spoke to some of the young women who came in eventually. Reyes, Leah: Got it, so your role was, like, Reyes, Leah: adjacent to, kind of, a mental health counselor.

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Lea Packard: Well, I wouldn't say that so much, although I was certainly there to assist them with the problems they had. But we had the booklets. Do you have a copy of the booklets that we had then by any chance? Reyes, Leah: I unfortunately do not. Lea Packard: You know, a group... Lea Packard: A book was published called Our Bodies, Ourselves,

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Lea Packard: by a group of women, several of whom I believe were physicians, Reyes, Leah: Mm hm. Lea Packard: about birth control and reproductive issues and women's health. I think that was in 1970. I might have still been in high school then. It was just, a paper… Not even a paperback, it was a newsprint Lea Packard: black and white that was put out. And then, I think, like three years later, maybe around 73, they did a better quality paperback, a larger size format that was more than just newsprint. Well, we had, I believe they were materials sponsored by them, booklets,

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Lea Packard: newsprint again, just black and white, covering the basics, just an outline of reproductive health care, women's health, different birth control techniques. Lea Packard: And that was, Lea Packard: you know, what we could provide for young women. And then, of course, the referral to Lea Packard: the clinic at Goucher, which I want to say it was only once a month, but

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Lea Packard: I'm not actually sure about that. And I think there was a shuttle from here Lea Packard: that they could take to get over to Goucher, and Goucher at that time was all women. Lea Packard: I don't believe they had gone co-ed yet and had men there. So that may be one reason that Planned Parenthood, you know, had their clinic there. Another one. Reyes, Leah: Mm hm.

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Lea Packard: So we had those booklets, and they were just newsprint. It wasn't particularly thick, maybe 20 pages or so. Lea Packard: And that was what we could, you know, give to the women who came in to discuss their problems and such. Reyes, Leah: Okay. Lea Packard: And I do remember the name of the doctor at Planned Parenthood, a woman doctor. Her name was Dr. Trimble.

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Reyes, Leah: Dr. Trimble, do you think you can… Lea Packard: Pardon me? Reyes, Leah: Do you think you can spell that? Lea Packard: I think it's T-R-I-M-B-L-E.

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Reyes, Leah: Got it. Thank you! So along with providing pamphlets to students, how else can you describe Reyes, Leah: your role in the Women's Aid Society? Lea Packard: Well, I never had a lot of meetings with all the other people. I don't remember that. They may have had a board of the upperclassmen who got together, and certainly there would have been financial issues. They were getting some money, I assumed, from the college. I don't know. Lea Packard: Um...

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Lea Packard: But I don't ever remember going to a meeting where anything like, how do we order the booklets we're paid for, or anything like that. I don't remember any of that discussions. Lea Packard: No, I wasn't involved in any of that. Reyes, Leah: So, when you went, just based off of what I've been reading, but please correct me if I'm wrong, from what I understand, the Women's Aid Society operated out of the rear entrance of Glen Esk. Lea Packard: That's right. Glen Esk has been torn down, I think, hasn't it, Glen Esk.

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Reyes, Leah: Yeah, I believe so. Lea Packard: Yep. Lea Packard: Oh. Lea Packard: I think your new healthcare building is

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Lea Packard: classes, right? Classroom has been built there, where it was. That's a shame. It was a lovely Victorian house, built in 1905. Lea Packard: And it was the Mental Health Counseling Center. There were two older women who were the secretaries there. They were so nice to us and so helpful with anything that we wanted. We were in the back in the old kitchen, Lea Packard: and that, as I said, that house was built in 1905. The old cast iron cook stove was still there, and that was the only desk we had Lea Packard: to which we could stack our little, you know, booklets that we were handing out, or if we needed to sit and write or anything. There was really nothing else there but a couple of chairs, and at one end of that long space, there was a small, modern kitchen.

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Lea Packard: And that was about it. And I remember that cast iron cook stove Lea Packard: 'cause it gave you a big surface on the top to lay out the things we had. Reyes, Leah: Hmm. Lea Packard: That was about it. It was very bare bones.

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Reyes, Leah: Yeah. So, your group operated out of there. So, I guess, what would it look like if a student was coming in Reyes, Leah: to get services from the Women's Aid Society? Lea Packard: I think that the time that we were there, whatever times I was there, or any other people working that shift, would have been Lea Packard: publicized somehow. And it was just a drop in essentially.

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Reyes, Leah: Mm hm. Lea Packard: I don't remember anything about formal appointments or anything like that. Reyes, Leah: Yeah. Lea Packard: I think they would just come in through the front entrance and

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Lea Packard: ask to go to the Women's Aid Society. Reyes, Leah: Got it. So how can you describe the mission of the Women's Aid Society? Lea Packard: Well, for a lot of very nervous and upset young women Lea Packard: just becoming sexually active, there was a lot of hand-holding

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Lea Packard: because they felt something had happened, something had gone wrong, they were concerned about pregnancy. And a lot of them were Lea Packard: very upset when they came in, Lea Packard: crying, you know, anxious about what to do, what to do. Reyes, Leah: Mm hm.

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Lea Packard: So, the hand-holding, and then the education in terms of the booklets we could provide, and the referral Lea Packard: for the shuttle to to go to Goucher Lea Packard: would be, you know, foremost of what we were doing. Reyes, Leah: Oh, okay, so those three things were

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Reyes, Leah: kind of what happened during most visits. Lea Packard: And I have to say, of all the time I worked, it was all women. I don't ever remember Lea Packard: a man coming in, or a couple together. I don't remember ever a guy coming in with his girlfriend. It was always just the woman. Now, that's just for me. I don't know what happened, Lea Packard: you know, with the other counselors and such,

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Lea Packard: it was always a young woman coming in Reyes, Leah: Mm hm. Lea Packard: for help. Reyes, Leah: Well, that's nice that you guys could provide those women help.

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Lea Packard: Oh, I think it was a good and quite a very basic and bare bones, Lea Packard: you know, Lea Packard: deal. It wasn't anything fancy. I think back years later, and I could think, wouldn't have been wonderful to have Lea Packard: physical models of the reproductive system of a woman or something there that we could really illustrate, even better than just handing them this booklet with the pictures, good as they are.

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Lea Packard: It was a shame we didn't have more. Reyes, Leah: Yes. Reyes, Leah: Yes, from what I understand, I believe some of the funding did come from SGA, Lea Packard: Mm hm.

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Reyes, Leah: but a very limited amount. Yeah. Reyes, Leah: But I was wondering if there were any faculty members that helped out with the Women's Aid Society? Lea Packard: If there were, I don't recall or didn't know about them. As I said, I was an underclassman, and it was the upperclassmen who were really in charge of this Reyes, Leah: Yeah, yeah.

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Lea Packard: and organized it. Reyes, Leah: So... Lea Packard: So I was just coming in. Reyes, Leah: Mm hm

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Lea Packard: When I initially came in, Lea Packard: they didn't immediately let me go into Lea Packard: having an assigned time or anything like that. I sort of had to prove to them Lea Packard: and I think they questioned me. I think I had a sort of a,

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Lea Packard: you know, testing on what I do. Lea Packard: It was very casual and brief but apparently I passed muster. Reyes, Leah: That's good. I saw that the hours were kind of limited, too, about, like, Reyes, Leah: 11 to 12, or 12 to 1:30.

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Lea Packard: Hmm. Lea Packard: No, I remember it being later in the day for me. Reyes, Leah: Really? Lea Packard: You know, but I don't...

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Lea Packard: I can't say exactly. I remember it being, like, after my other classes were over Reyes, Leah: Mmm. Lea Packard: and sort of later in the day. Reyes, Leah: Got it. This was just what was reported in the Towerlight. Interesting, they have more hours later.

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Reyes, Leah: So, you said you didn't really have, Reyes, Leah: like, an executive role, but what were some of the duties members, I guess the higher-up members of the Women's Reyes, Leah: Aid Society performed? Lea Packard: Well, as I said, they were the ones who procured the supplies.

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Reyes, Leah: Mm hm. Lea Packard: And they must have made the arrangement Lea Packard: to have Glen Esk Lea Packard: space at a certain time, they would have done all that.

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Lea Packard: And it was all done before I ever had an interest in it. Reyes, Leah: Okay. Lea Packard: I imagine Trish Vermillion Lea Packard: was a resource for that, because she was probably in it. Sounds as if she was in it. I think she is a year older than I am. I'm not sure about that, but

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Lea Packard: if she was in it already, she would have known more about that than I did. Lea Packard: And I was always there by myself, as I remember. Lea Packard: I don't think I had that much interaction with Lea Packard: the people who were in the Women's Aid Society, you know, once I started doing the counseling at a certain time.

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Reyes, Leah: Mm hm, can you give me, like, Reyes, Leah: what was the effect that the Women's Aid Society had on campus? So there were all these Reyes, Leah: emotional women coming in, was there, Reyes, Leah: like, a more profound effect that

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Reyes, Leah: campus Reyes, Leah: obviously had given your services? Lea Packard: I can't honestly say I think so, no. Reyes, Leah: Mm hm.

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Lea Packard: No, I think it Lea Packard: may have been more private than that in those days. Lea Packard: Uh... Lea Packard: These young women may not have wanted their friends to know that they were even going there. I don't know. I never got any feedback

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Lea Packard: about that. I don't really remember Reyes, Leah: Yeah. Lea Packard: it having a huge impact. What would have had a great impact was if Towson had its own, you know, Lea Packard: clinic set up

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Lea Packard: and you didn't have to take a shuttle over to go over to another school. And I'd be interested in knowing when that did finally happen. Reyes, Leah: I saw… It did happen, I believe, in 72, the spring of 72? Lea Packard: Really, that early, I'm surprised. Reyes, Leah: It was in the health center

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Lea Packard: Yes. Reyes, Leah: and they started treating, Reyes, Leah: or, I guess, referring treatment for STDs, STIs, and testing for those. They were doing pregnancy tests as well as abortion referrals. Reyes, Leah: So at some point, it did happen at Towson.

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Reyes, Leah: I guess I also read in the Towerlights that the Women's Aid Society was heavily advocating for a birth control clinic to be on campus. Did you have any part of that? Lea Packard: I don't remember actually being involved in that. Maybe I was, but I just don't remember. Reyes, Leah: No worries. Did you hear anything about that? Lea Packard: Not specifically, no. But I'm not surprised, given that that was the interest, you know, and the common goal of all of us to do that. But as I told you earlier,

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Lea Packard: and then I got into this program with an emphasis upon clinical psychology. It was called a Bruner program Reyes, Leah: Okay. Lea Packard: and it was in conjunction with the Sheppard Pratt School of Allied Mental Health Services Reyes, Leah: Yes, in October...

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Lea Packard: education. Reyes, Leah: ...the program started. Lea Packard: And once I did that and got an internship there and had to go over there, I wasn't really on campus as much as I had been previously. I didn't have much free time anymore on campus. Hence, I only did that for a brief period of time. I don't even remember how long it was Reyes, Leah: Mm hm.

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Lea Packard: that I did it. Reyes, Leah: Got it. So you must have been on campus, more the fall of '71. Reyes, Leah: and I guess when the Shepherd Pratt Mental Health Program started was in October. Do you happen to remember when Reyes, Leah: Gloria Steinem lectured on campus? She was

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Reyes, Leah: a very big figure in the women's liberation movement. Lea Packard: No, I don't. I don't remember that. Reyes, Leah: No worries, I just... Lea Packard: Remember, I'm a commuter student. I did not live on campus.

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Reyes, Leah: Understood. Lea Packard: So I wasn't around all the time in the evenings to be able to go to things here Lea Packard: and such. Lea Packard: You know, I just commuted to the school.

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Reyes, Leah: Got it. Lea Packard: So I acknowledge I probably missed a lot of things Reyes, Leah: Mmm. Lea Packard: for that reason.

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Lea Packard: But Towson was a big commuter school. I mean, it still is. Reyes, Leah: Yeah, yeah. Lea Packard: It's… Reyes, Leah: So…

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Reyes, Leah: Do you have any recollection of the Women's Liberation Movement on campus? I have read that they did work a little bit with the Women's Aid Society, but correct me if I'm wrong. Lea Packard: I don't recall that. Lea Packard: I don't recall that. Reyes, Leah: No worries, that might have been earlier.

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Reyes, Leah: So what other difficulties did your group face? Lea Packard: Um... Reyes, Leah: You mentioned funding might have been one of them. Lea Packard: Well, as I said, I always thought it would be nice if we could have had some other supplies.

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Reyes, Leah: Mm hm. Lea Packard: You know, educational supplies and such Lea Packard: to give out. Lea Packard: Or I don't remember having written materials from any other source than those newsprint little booklets, little pamphlets that we gave out. Maybe we did. I don't recall that.

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Lea Packard: We didn't have a bookshelf with a lot of books on or anything Lea Packard: that we could use. I don't remember that. Reyes, Leah: Yeah. Reyes, Leah: And so those pamphlets, just to clarify, they covered the reproductive functions. Did they cover contraceptive methods?

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Lea Packard: Oh, yeah, yeah. Reyes, Leah: Okay. Lea Packard: But nothing went too much into depth, as I remember. It was just an overview. Lea Packard: I know, as I said, it couldn't have been more than 20 pages at most, if that.

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Reyes, Leah: Wow. Lea Packard: So it was, you know, it was initial information, basic information, Lea Packard: and I think we certainly relied upon asking young women to go Lea Packard: to the clinic at Goucher

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Reyes, Leah: to get them. Lea Packard: And, you know, I was not only a member of the Women's Aid Society, I was a client who also took the shuttle and went to Lea Packard: Goucher. Reyes, Leah: Mm hm.

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Lea Packard: And I don't really remember the clinic there, what it was like or anything like that. Reyes, Leah: Yeah. Reyes, Leah: I saw that the Goucher Clinic also was like a pay-what-you-can Reyes, Leah: type of institution.

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Reyes, Leah: But what do you remember about the Goucher Planned Parenthood Clinic? Lea Packard: Very little. Reyes, Leah: Mm hm. Lea Packard: I remembered Dr. Trimble's name because it turned out she was a neighbor of my boyfriend's grandparents, my now husband of 51 years.

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Lea Packard: Dr. Trimble lived in Riderwood here in an old Victorian house. Right around the corner from his grandparents. So it was a small world connection there. And I went to her. I went to her. She was very nice and I liked her and, you know, it was very helpful to have that resource. Lea Packard: Very helpful. Reyes, Leah: Mm hm. Reyes, Leah: So do you ever remember

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Reyes, Leah: any other monetary constraints in relation to the Goucher Planned Parenthood clinic? Would your group Reyes, Leah: help with providing funds for those referrals? Lea Packard: I don't remember that being part of their mission, Reyes, Leah: although

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Lea Packard: there may be individual members who personally assisted Lea Packard: with something like that. I was never asked to contribute Lea Packard: or to help pay for somebody. No. Lea Packard: I don't remember, and I, as I said, I don't know anything about the funding of how the Women's Aid Society was set up initially.

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Reyes, Leah: Mm hm. Okay. Lea Packard: Do you have a starting date for it? Do you have a date on which it was Lea Packard: started? Reyes, Leah: The Goucher Clinic, or the Women's Aid Society?

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Lea Packard: No, the Women's Aid Society on campus. Reyes, Leah: So, it was first mentioned in the Towerlight October 16th of 1970, but then it was reported to have Reyes, Leah: actually started in the spring of 1971 but I believe they were... They did actually start in the fall of 1970. Lea Packard: Okay, so it doesn't predate when I came here, like it wasn't there in the '60s, the late '60s on campus.

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Reyes, Leah: It was not, not that I know of. Lea Packard: Okay. Reyes, Leah: And I did see that in their earlier work, Reyes, Leah: I was wondering if there was any transportation involved for abortion referrals to New York?

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Lea Packard: Um, Lea Packard: I don't have any information on that. I don't recall. Reyes, Leah: No worries. Reyes, Leah: And are there any other names in relation to the Women's Aid Society that you'd like to mention for their impact?

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Lea Packard: Um... Lea Packard: In terms of what? Reyes, Leah: If there's... Lea Packard: On campus, do you mean, or...

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Lea Packard: No. Reyes, Leah: No worries. Lea Packard: I didn't even remember that Trish was in the organization until you mentioned it, you know. Reyes, Leah: Yeah.

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Lea Packard: Oh. Lea Packard: You do realize how long ago now all this was. Reyes, Leah: Yes. Lea Packard: I'm 73 years old. My memory is not what it used to be. And, you know,

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Lea Packard: that's for what it's worth. Reyes, Leah: No worries, I appreciate that. Well then, I guess, Reyes, Leah: for you, how has your involvement in the Women's Aid Society impacted your life moving forward? Lea Packard: Well, as I say, I was certainly helped by having that shuttle to go to Goucher at the time, and that was a blessing, and I imagine other women felt the same way, if it wasn't…

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Lea Packard: I mean, you have to realize the times. In the 60s, things were beginning to open up Lea Packard: nationally in terms of women getting help and assistance, and I think in Maryland abortion became legal in 68. Reyes, Leah: Mm hm. Lea Packard: If I remember correctly, in 1968.

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Lea Packard: But that doesn't mean suddenly it was there on every street corner and that every woman had all this information. It was like a slow rollout Lea Packard: of information Lea Packard: and people getting that information, you know, at the right time Lea Packard: and services being set up.

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Reyes, Leah: Mm hm. Lea Packard: So it took a while. Lea Packard: It took a while. Our Bodies, Ourselves was quite innovative for its times. I mean, I remember friends of my mother's at that time talking about it and how great it was to have all this information gathered together, Lea Packard: because you can't realize how repressive it was in the past for women

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Reyes, Leah: Mm hm. Lea Packard: to get that and how inaccessible to get that information. And most of the doctors in gynecology and obstetrics were men. Reyes, Leah: Yeah. Lea Packard: They weren't women.

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Lea Packard: They weren't women, so Lea Packard: it took a while for information to get out and Our Bodies, Ourselves was really innovative Reyes, Leah: Really. Lea Packard: and it had quite an impact on the national scene. Now, how soon that all filtered down to places like the rather provincial Towson State

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Lea Packard: Teacher's College, you know. Lea Packard: It took a while. Reyes, Leah: Mm hm. Lea Packard: But something like that on the national level had a big impact. And then I imagine Gloria Steinem… I had not remembered that she'd come here. I imagine her coming here probably had a,

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Lea Packard: you know, even more of a rallying effect. Reyes, Leah: Mm hm. Lea Packard: And so they were demanding to know, you know, why don't we have one on our campus if they have one over there? Reyes, Leah: Yeah.

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Lea Packard: But maybe Planned Parenthood chose Goucher first because it was an exclusively women's college, and I can understand that at the time. Reyes, Leah: Interesting. So, do you think you can speak a little bit more to the attitude towards Reyes, Leah: the birth control and contraceptive abortion controversy on campus? Like, was it Reyes, Leah: more taboo to talk about among the students.

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Lea Packard: I don't remember it being taboo. Lea Packard: But there may have been a great reticence there. Reyes, Leah: Mm hm. Lea Packard: And, look, Maryland was found as a Catholic colony for religious freedom.

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Lea Packard: And there were huge numbers of Catholics in Baltimore. I remember growing up… I grew up in Lutherville in Baltimore County, and not the city, but Lea Packard: there were, you know, Lea Packard: so many… There were just scores of Catholic churches, and, I just remember knowing so many Catholics growing up, and we all understand the attitude about the Catholic Church towards birth control. Lea Packard: I don't doubt that that might have had a repressive effect. You have all these young people growing up in Baltimore, I mean, coming here later, and they've got that in the back of their minds, that's…

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Lea Packard: You know, they may have some hang-ups and not be so willing to openly discuss it. Lea Packard: And then there were other free types who were, you know. Lea Packard: We've gone through the sixties. It's the seventies, high living. Lea Packard: You know, free love and all that sort of thing. But that wasn't everybody.

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Reyes, Leah: Got it. Reyes, Leah: 'Cause I understand at this time, Reyes, Leah: there were some more progressive attitudes. I was also reading in the Towerlights that there was a bigger, like, anti-Vietnam War [sentiment], and there were a lot of students protesting on campus and getting arrested. Reyes, Leah: So I was just wondering if, like, those

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Reyes, Leah: two kind of, like, free thoughts made the campus atmosphere feel more progressive. Lea Packard: I don't think Towson was at the cutting edge of the Vietnam protests. There were things, I remember tables being set up in the quad and such, and, Lea Packard: you know, as far as that goes. But when you look at things that happened at other colleges at the time, Lea Packard: I don't think Towson was at the forefront of that.

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Reyes, Leah: Got it. Lea Packard: At least I never had that feeling. Reyes, Leah: Okay. Lea Packard: There weren't masses of kids protesting like there were at other schools.

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Reyes, Leah: Mm hm. Lea Packard: It was a different atmosphere there. Lea Packard: And part of that is the nature of the college, having started as a state teacher's college, Reyes, Leah: Mm hm.

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Lea Packard: I think. Reyes, Leah: Yep. Lea Packard: It took while for that to change. Reyes, Leah: Mm hm. Interesting.

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Reyes, Leah: Okay, and so, were you in the club from 1973? Because I think Reyes, Leah: I gave you a wrong fact before. Towson had Reyes, Leah: their birth control clinic on campus in 1973 and they just Reyes, Leah: did, like, officially do referrals to the Goucher Clinic. So do you have any recollection of

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Reyes, Leah: any sort of birth control clinic referrals at the Towson Reyes, Leah: health center? Lea Packard: No. Lea Packard: No.

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Reyes, Leah: Just Goucher? Okay. Would you say that the Goucher Clinic was popular at the Towson campus? Lea Packard: Well, I remember, you know, a number of gals being on the shuttle when we went. Other than that, I don't know. Reyes, Leah: Did it feel like a resource that girls could freely use, or was it, like, again, a little taboo? Lea Packard: No, I think they availed themselves of it once once they found out about it,

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Lea Packard: about, you know, that that they could go there, and that that resource was available to them. Reyes, Leah: So did people find out mainly through the Women's Aid Society or through other means? Lea Packard: I imagine word of mouth on campus, you know, woman to woman. Reyes, Leah: Yes.

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Lea Packard: Discussion about it. You know, what to do, Lea Packard: where to go. Reyes, Leah: Mm hm. Lea Packard: I don't think the Women's Aid Society had much

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Lea Packard: money to do a lot of advertising or anything. It was Lea Packard: pinning stuff up on a bulletin board at school. Reyes, Leah: Yeah, okay. Reyes, Leah: And

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Reyes, Leah: I guess my last question. I have gotten a lot of information out of you. Thank you. Is there anything else you wanted to share that didn't come up in questioning? Lea Packard: Mmm. Lea Packard: I'd like to tell you one story Lea Packard: that does get into personal anatomy and body parts. If that's something that

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Lea Packard: would be appropriate for this format. Reyes, Leah: No worries, go ahead. Lea Packard: I remember a young woman coming in. I recognized her from her being in one of my classes. Reyes, Leah: Mm hm.

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Lea Packard: And she was very upset and crying and told me, I know I'm pregnant. I just know I'm pregnant. Lea Packard: And I said to her, well, you know, Lea Packard: how do you know? And she said, Lea Packard: well, of course, her period was late, but she said, but I put my finger up in my vagina, and I can feel a lump.

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Lea Packard: And I said, oh? And she said, I just know that that's a fetus forming. Lea Packard: And she was crying, she was very upset, and I said, okay, let's calm down now and listen. Lea Packard: And I opened the page to the book that showed the picture of the woman's reproductive system. I said. Lea Packard: the vagina is like an accordion, and when it isn't being used to deliver a baby, it folds up to make it smaller. And that's what you feel when you put your finger in there. I said, your finger is not long enough to go all the way through your vagina, through your cervix

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Lea Packard: and into the uterus where this is where a baby would be forming. I said, even a doctor cannot do that when a doctor examines you. Lea Packard: And she said, oh, I didn't know that. I was so sure that what I felt was a baby forming. Lea Packard: And the kicker of this story, she was in the nursing program here at Towson. Lea Packard: Now you laugh, but it's really sad.

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Reyes, Leah: That is sad. Lea Packard: That she had so little information coming into college Lea Packard: about her own body and her own awareness of what was going on. Lea Packard: And I thought, my goodness, there really is a need for this program.

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Lea Packard: I was astonished. Reyes, Leah: Wow. Lea Packard: She walked out very relieved, and of course, we set her up to go, you know, whenever she could go next. Lea Packard: But I've never forgotten that story all these years. I remember it very well.

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Reyes, Leah: Goodness gracious. Lea Packard: I could still hear her voice telling me she was sure because she could feel a baby forming. Lea Packard: So was there a need for something like the Women's Aid Society, where you could go immediately and have somebody help you with Lea Packard: a mistaken notion like that?

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Reyes, Leah: Mm hm. Lea Packard: I'm sure she walked away greatly relieved, even if she still thought she was pregnant. And I never did find out later how this story went, or anything. Reyes, Leah: Mm hm. Lea Packard: I saw her in school after that and she seemed to be fine. She never told me what happened, but

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Lea Packard: I remember that story all these years later. Reyes, Leah: So there was a very big gap in knowledge over reproductive health and function, so how did you come into that information, or was it that book you mentioned? Lea Packard: How did I personally? Lea Packard: How did I personally learn about the reproductive? I was a reader. I mean, even in high school.

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Lea Packard: We didn't have… As I said, I grew up in Lutherville. I went to Delaney High School. We did not have sex education classes in high school at that time. Reyes, Leah: Mm hm. Lea Packard: And the only thing we had was our home economics teacher. Yes, we took home economics then. Lea Packard: Bless her. Had a nurse come in and talk to her classes about this.

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Lea Packard: And I don't know whether she did that of her own initiative, or Lea Packard: the school did that every year. That was wonderful, but it was just the girls, and it was just if you, you know, were taking that home economics class with that particular teacher. Lea Packard: It should have been widely available by the high school level. And of course, I understand it is now. Things are really different. And I bet you may not believe that because you're in a contemporary age where you can pick up your phone and find out any facts that you need. But it wasn't that way at that time. Lea Packard: It wasn't that way.

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Reyes, Leah: Yeah, the strides we have now and that is like thanks to groups like yours that made Reyes, Leah: a conversation available like that. So that was very important work, so thank you so much. But also just, it just spurred in my head, so you educated yourself a lot about these reproductive Reyes, Leah: health measures Reyes, Leah: and birth control safety. Did the club ever make you do any required reading to educate yourself or

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Reyes, Leah: did they just trust that you knew what you did? Lea Packard: No, they may have had the the thick copy of Our Bodies, Ourselves. Lea Packard: You know, it was the thicker one that was put out. I don't specifically remember it 'cause I don't remember a lot of books at Glen Esk. Lea Packard: And other people were using that space, I imagine, so we didn't leave things behind.

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Lea Packard: Um... Lea Packard: But certainly you can go to any library, either at a school library or a public library, and find these facts if you have a want to do that. But not everybody is inclined to do that kind of academic research work. Lea Packard: And I just felt it's, Lea Packard: you know, it's important to know about what's going on with your body and everything, and I felt that way from middle school on,

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Lea Packard: and more and more information was coming out, and it was easier to to find, Lea Packard: you know, and I thankfully had parents who wanted me to learn and to discover that. Lea Packard: So perhaps not every student had parents that felt that way Reyes, Leah: Yeah.

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Lea Packard: or were so open to, you know, Reyes, Leah: Yeah. Lea Packard: having their daughters study that. Lea Packard: But thankfully, mine wanted me to. My father was a teacher, so, you know, knowledge is power.

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Reyes, Leah: It is. It's very nice you can share that. So I guess my last question. Sorry, I keep thinking of them as we talk. Lea Packard: Uh huh. Reyes, Leah: So, Reyes, Leah: as you left the Women's Aid Society,

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Reyes, Leah: was that due to your internship or did Reyes, Leah: the society kind of dissolve out of no longer having a need for it? Lea Packard: I don't know what happened to it after that. Lea Packard: I think working at Shepherd Pratt sort of became the

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Lea Packard: my central locus there, you know, because I was in that program Lea Packard: and I worked there during the school year as well as in the summers. Lea Packard: And then, after the first year or two, Lea Packard: we had summer placements in community programs,

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Lea Packard: and I did my internship there. So Lea Packard: I don't know exactly what was going on with campus with the Women's Aid Society. I don't remember what happened to it after I finished Lea Packard: volunteering there. Lea Packard: It would be interesting to know.

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Lea Packard: You know, maybe I could ask Trish Vermillion. Reyes, Leah: I would love if you did. Lea Packard: Yeah, yeah. Lea Packard: Well, there may have been less need for them then.

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Reyes, Leah: Yes. Yes. So I saw that the group started and there wasn't even a Planned Parenthood at Goucher. Reyes, Leah: And I believe Reyes, Leah: that they did abortion referral services, I guess, closer to New York, because as you said, even though it was legal in Maryland in 1968, there weren't a lot of actual clinics available. Reyes, Leah: So I was thinking… Which I know you can't confirm that the group might have dissolved after

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Reyes, Leah: the need was filled by the Goucher Clinic, and then in '73, the Planned Parenthood Clinic in the Health Center at Towson. Lea Packard: You know, I don't know if it was Maryland State law at the time, but I think in some Lea Packard: jurisdictions, it was illegal to refer a woman out of state to have an abortion. Reyes, Leah: Yes, I believe it was...

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Reyes, Leah: That's correct. I think in 1968, it was legal only in serious circumstances, and abortion was to be permitted. But then, in '73, when it was legalized from Roe v. Wade, Reyes, Leah: it just became easier, and maybe the need for referrals became moot. Lea Packard: Well, was that for in-state abortions or to do referrals for out-of-state where they were done? Lea Packard: Do you ever... Do you know if it was ever illegal in Maryland to make a referral for out of state?

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Reyes, Leah: Let me see… I mean, there were definitely advertisements in the Towerlight for abortion referrals before it was, like, fully legalized in 73, so I'd imagine it would have been legal. Reyes, Leah: That there were, there were so many abortion advertisements for New York in the Towerlights. It was really cool. Lea Packard: Oh. Reyes, Leah: Yeah, so I would think it was legal.

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Lea Packard: Okay, well, Lea Packard: I never had a young woman ask me about a referral to have an abortion. I mean, it sort of went from women's aid counseling to the Goucher clinic, and not… I don't remember making outside sources, Lea Packard: you know, making any of those referrals. Reyes, Leah: Mm hm.

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Lea Packard: Yeah. Reyes, Leah: Got it. Well, thank you so much for your time. This has been very valuable. Reyes, Leah: Unless you have anything else to say, I think we're ready to wrap up. Lea Packard: No, it's been very interesting participating in this. Jogged the memory a little bit, especially about Trish Vermillion. I may give her a call and see if she still lives around here, and

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Lea Packard: what her memories are. But it's quite possible she was the one who got me interested in in volunteering for that program. Reyes, Leah: Mm hm. Lea Packard: So, yes. Well, I hope I've been helpful to you for what little information I had. Reyes, Leah: Very helpful. Thank you so much. This is so much more than I could find in the student newspapers at the time.

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Koot, Christian: Yeah, it was really wonderful. Thank you for participating, and we will make sure that Koot, Christian: once we get it posted, we'll make sure we send you a link so that you can see it as well. Lea Packard: Okay. Lea Packard: Well, that's fine. I don't particularly like looking at myself.

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Koot, Christian: Well. Lea Packard: I don't know that I want to sit down and watch. Koot, Christian: Fair enough. Lea Packard: Oh, yeah.